Tuesday, December 07, 2004

so the laws are......

wait wait don't go anywhere, i won't be talking science here. these are the things that i now really believe in and they have really affected my life. just see if you find my findings interesting or not:---->
1. that's the thing i can never ever forget!!! man and i know it has done nothing good to me but i think it does a lot of good to others (may be!!!!) and that's what's important to me.
see it happened during my school life. i was so active in my school life and i really had a whale of time there. there i was as happy as the sandboy and then somethings happened that made me even happier:-- > as expected i was made the headboy of the school (no arrogance here, i think it was just lack of competition!!!).
> wow, and then i was also the man of someone's dream. man it's really great to be loved by someone, other then your family members. some1 who thinks that u r the greatest and takes you to the cloud number nine.

well the things above were the most beautiful things that ever happened to me as long as they lasted!!!but then i faced the real and the worst things in life.....
being the headboy of the school was really a thing to be proud of but it did cost me something...... my friends!!!! i really don't know what happened but they somehow looked so distant to me. may b i really wanted to do sthing for the school, may be they were never really my friends, because i always had some of my mates always by my side and nothing changed between us----->harish in particular he'll always remain a great pal of mine. and then i realised that you can have only a few good genuine friends. and so i became very elective in making friends. the world i think is full of hypocrates and i don't try to be one. so i never try to make happy faces just to get popular among the crowd but you know what it's not always the best policy but i just can't help it!!!!!
then since i was the one who had to be in contact with school authorities, i came to know something that really shoke me up........... the politics!!!!! man it's the dirtiest things one can get into. i really had some over ambitious ppl as prefects. being a novice as i was t othe politics it never occured to me that more than doing the work it's important to give yourself the coverage. it's just what dubya does he shouts as if he's fighting there at the front, the fools who voted for him can never question his bravado. and with due respect we also had some fools up there, some were just appointed there at the school office. man, and then came the wicked moves on the 8x8 board. the whole affair became so nauseating to me that i finally resigned. how i did it is a story in itself but i'll spare you know. that episode gave me my second priciple to follow----> never to get in the view of authorities until or unless you are prepared for that.

i think you guys need a break, next time i'll tell you how my peception for love changed so drastically and guess what.......... it was me who was guilty and i think what makes me even more remorseful is............ i have never been punished,
see ya later.........

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

good one