better late than never!!!!

it's been a week since i posted last but as they say --"better late than never". i just downloaded the kisna theme song and know wht.... it's rehman winning again in rehman vs rehman. The music is really wonderful, but only one thing disappoints and tht's the repetition of lyrics. atleast 10 times they'll tell you their address---
"HUM HAIN IS PAL YAHAAN"...... without letting you know their xact location. tell you wht i hvn't forgot abt wht i had promised to tell you all but ithink i need time!!!! i'll be leaving for a trip tommorow so just wanna go and hv a blast (nthing just....... constipations, sorry!!!!) ;-). and you ppl shabakher, take care and do come back.
khudahaphis......

so the laws are......

wait wait don't go anywhere, i won't be talking science here. these are the things that i now really believe in and they have really affected my life. just see if you find my findings interesting or not:---->
1. that's the thing i can never ever forget!!! man and i know it has done nothing good to me but i think it does a lot of good to others (may be!!!!) and that's what's important to me.
see it happened during my school life. i was so active in my school life and i really had a whale of time there. there i was as happy as the sandboy and then somethings happened that made me even happier:-- > as expected i was made the headboy of the school (no arrogance here, i think it was just lack of competition!!!).
> wow, and then i was also the man of someone's dream. man it's really great to be loved by someone, other then your family members. some1 who thinks that u r the greatest and takes you to the cloud number nine.

well the things above were the most beautiful things that ever happened to me as long as they lasted!!!but then i faced the real and the worst things in life.....
being the headboy of the school was really a thing to be proud of but it did cost me something...... my friends!!!! i really don't know what happened but they somehow looked so distant to me. may b i really wanted to do sthing for the school, may be they were never really my friends, because i always had some of my mates always by my side and nothing changed between us----->harish in particular he'll always remain a great pal of mine. and then i realised that you can have only a few good genuine friends. and so i became very elective in making friends. the world i think is full of hypocrates and i don't try to be one. so i never try to make happy faces just to get popular among the crowd but you know what it's not always the best policy but i just can't help it!!!!!
then since i was the one who had to be in contact with school authorities, i came to know something that really shoke me up........... the politics!!!!! man it's the dirtiest things one can get into. i really had some over ambitious ppl as prefects. being a novice as i was t othe politics it never occured to me that more than doing the work it's important to give yourself the coverage. it's just what dubya does he shouts as if he's fighting there at the front, the fools who voted for him can never question his bravado. and with due respect we also had some fools up there, some were just appointed there at the school office. man, and then came the wicked moves on the 8x8 board. the whole affair became so nauseating to me that i finally resigned. how i did it is a story in itself but i'll spare you know. that episode gave me my second priciple to follow----> never to get in the view of authorities until or unless you are prepared for that.

i think you guys need a break, next time i'll tell you how my peception for love changed so drastically and guess what.......... it was me who was guilty and i think what makes me even more remorseful is............ i have never been punished,
see ya later.........

here i am, this is me....

hello frnds
now i'll tell you who am i really, if you don't care then just in case you don't know i also don't give a sh... i am really me, myself and prabhakar.
'me' is what i try to be!!! i don't wanna remain a part of the crowd and wanna create a space for 'myself'---> that is what i am really. i wanna be the best manager in the marketing field and don't only wanna make waves but tides...so just wait and watch.
myself: is what i am right now. i think i am a good son and also a proud member of the lakhera dynasty. also i really think i am quite helpful to ppl who need my help without thinking about the returns. may be that's the reason i don't hv too many friends....confused??? well i'll explain, see if you wanna make friends it has to be a two way traffic i.e. getting dependent on each other. my mistake---->
i try to do most of the things myself.
prabhakar: well that is what people think i am.it's just a name that my parents gave me and that is what ppl call me. so all they know is not me, not myself but just prabhakar. though i can never easily know what prabhakar is to ppl ( and it's different to different ppl) i can think of few things--->
1.man! he's haughty. (AM I??)
2.ghisso ( that's studious in our crude university lingo)
.......(all i study is doing the college hours so no blame to you
guys!!!)
3.one who doesn't like to talk to girls..( r you joking. tell u what i am not gay... i think i hv my own definitions now. NEXT TO COME).

NEXT TIME I'LL TELL YOU ABOUT THE DEFINITIONS THAT I NOW HAVE IN MY LIFE.... SO CIAO
AND GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS!!!!!

i really mean it!!!!!

hi
to all my would be chums. i really needed a place where a could let others know me better and here it's me, myself and prabhakar.
it seems that i hv three different personalities but i tell you these are just the three layers what make what i am. so who am i really!!!! a tough one. tell ya later!!!ciao

i really mean it!!!!!